Please read my other blogs to bring you up to date. This is my story as a move forward on my journey. Please join me. I sat down in the jacuzzi on my back patio with a glass of wine wondering where this all was heading. I was dressed in a pair of black bikini bottoms which I was planning on removing so that eventually I could tease my asspussy with the jets from the tub. I had shaven myself again prior to getting in the hottub. How I loved the feel and look of my smooth skin. I couldnt keep my hands off of me. I looked forward to rubbing on some lotion when I was done in the tub. It felt so… Pročitajte više

lease read my other blogs to catch up....I hope that you like these. They are true, cathartic and confessional. This was the night that I had been waiting for, now dressed completely as a woman, completely, and in the hotel room with a man that Ihad met off of **********. And even more so, he was not an anonymous man, but someone that I sorta knew, recognizing him from my town. His name was Derek. We had kissed gently at first and then more deeply. And I had just nibbled and teased his cock before pulling his pants off of him to hang them up. I walked back across the room towards him, took a… Pročitajte više

Please read my other blogs to catch up.....My blogs are all true, somewhat cathartic, somewhat confessional. I had spent the late afternoon and early evening preparing myself, getting myself ready for my first date. A date with a man who I had met on the internet. **********. We had talked on the phone and traded pictures. Me dressed as a woman of course. He was a white man, early forties. Somewhat handsome. Mostly indescribable. Average build. Average weight. Average Average. But the picture he sent me of his cock was wonderful. About seven inches. thick. cut. It made me so very hungry. An… Pročitajte više

I couldnt believe that this was happening. I was so excited that I was shaking. I could hardly breathe. My first, my first real date dressed as a woman. I had met him over the internet on **********. We had talked. Exchanged pictures. And tonight, tonight was the night. I had checked into the hotel around five and began preparing. I laid my clothes out on the bed. My white panties trimmed in lace and my white thigh highs. My four inche white heels, open toed that would show off my pedicure and my pink toenail polish. A white lacy bra to push up my small breasts. A one piece dress, pink and tig… Pročitajte više

Part 4 The young man stood up and I followed him from the seats in the adult theater as we headed to the back room that he had mentioned. I could see that he was a taller man, around 6'1 or so and lean of build. Sandy short hair, maybe even light brown. I really couldnt tell too much in the darkness of the theater. He too had on shorts and for the first time I felt the coolness of the theatre on my shaven legs. My boyclit was hard. Excited really. Very excited at the prospect of what might lay ahead. I followed him down a couple of steps to a room where beyond were two doors. From one I coul… Pročitajte više

I woke up the next morning with a soft smile on my face and my little asspussy feeling a bit tender. Was it a dream? Did it really happen? Did a man, a man who I did not know and had not even seen, fuck my ass and cum in my ass? The tenderness of my ass and the marks told me so. How wonderful. How delicious. It had not satisfied me, only released a hunger within me for more. More cock. More cum. Sucking and tasting a man. Licking a man. Maybe kissing a man. Maybe a long soft warm tender kiss. I arose from bed and showered, cleaning myself and shaving my genital area. As I stared at myself in t… Pročitajte više

After having devoured the first man and finally swallowing his cum, I stood up from the glory hole and exited the booth. I saw two men standing in the hall, smiling at me as I made my way to the men's room by the entrance. I went inside and cleaned myself up a little, pulled down my pants and my red panties and took a paper towel and cleaned my rosebud very good. In my mind I knew what I wanted and needed. After sniffing a little fairy dust, I headed out of the bathroom and made my way back to where the video booths were and returning the smile to the men standing there, re-entered the booth t… Pročitajte više

Day by day I am becoming more feminine. I can now notice the changes when I look at myself in the mirror. A big step was getting my hair professionally done. Yes, it was a bit embarassing going into the salon, but the ladies treated me so nice, laughing and sharing stories, some telling me that they would like to fix me up with their husbands. But properly cut and colored and styled, it made me look so very feminine. And while I was there I had my fingernails done as well. A wonderful manicure with new nails, light pink. But an even bigger step was my beginning to take hormones. I could see my… Pročitajte više

Please read my other blogs to catch up. They are true and part confession, part cathartic. I am a man in the process of becoming a woman and loving it. I welcome your comments....Dani I was lost with desire, dressed as a slut, a sissy slut. on my knees in a hotel room sharing the cock of a man named David who I had just met minutes earlier, sharing it with a young blonde woman who’s name I still did not know. Sucking his cock and licking his balls. Our tongues touching and sharing sensual kisses, all the while Derek, who’s personal slut I was quickly becoming, videoed. "Thats it Dani. Suck h… Pročitajte više

I had turned a corner from which there was no going back. Walking down a path to becoming the woman that I desired to be, driven by my lust for men, for their smell, their taste. The feel of their cocks in my mouth.....and in my ass. The desire to be used by them as their slut, their whore, their toy. It was now Saturday evening and Derek had asked me (told me rather) to come to a party that he was having. He gave me the room number of the motel, the same hotel that he had used before. He told me to come dressed and that there would be some 'other people' there. When I asked who he told me he… Pročitajte više

I sat down in the jacuzzi on my back patio with a glass of wine wondering where this all was heading. I was dressed in a pair of black bikini bottoms which I was planning on removing so that eventually I could tease my asspussy with the jets from the tub. I had shaven myself again prior to getting in the hottub. How I loved the feel and look of my smooth skin. I couldnt keep my hands off of me. I looked forward to rubbing on some lotion when I was done in the tub. It felt so good and the lilac scent was intoxicating. As I looked up at the stars a soft smile came across my lips and I gently sho… Pročitajte više

This was the night that I had been waiting for, now dressed completely as a woman, completely, and in the hotel room with a man that Ihad met off of **********. And even more so, he was not an anonymous man, but someone that I sorta knew, recognizing him from my town. His name was Derek. We had kissed gently at first and then more deeply. And I had just nibbled and teased his cock before pulling his pants off of him to hang them up. I walked back across the room towards him, took a sip of my drink and a little of the fairy dust laid out on the desk, checked myself in the mirror and flounced my… Pročitajte više

Please read my other blogs to catch up.....My blogs are all true, somewhat cathartic, somewhat confessional. I had spent the late afternoon and early evening preparing myself, getting myself ready for my first date. A date with a man who I had met on the internet. **********. We had talked on the phone and traded pictures. Me dressed as a woman of course. He was a white man, early forties. Somewhat handsome. Mostly indescribable. Average build. Average weight. Average Average. But the picture he sent me of his cock was wonderful. About seven inches. thick. cut. It made me so very hungry. An… Pročitajte više

I couldnt believe that this was happening. I was so excited that I was shaking. I could hardly breathe. My first, my first real date dressed as a woman. I had met him over the internet on **********. We had talked. Exchanged pictures. And tonight, tonight was the night. I had checked into the hotel around five and began preparing. I laid my clothes out on the bed. My white panties trimmed in lace and my white thigh highs. My four inche white heels, open toed that would show off my pedicure and my pink toenail polish. A white lacy bra to push up my small breasts. A one piece dress, pink and tig… Pročitajte više

(Please take a look at my other blogs to bring you up to date. thank you for your comments :) What was I doing? What had I become? What was happening to me? Sucking men's cocks, how many now..twelve. No fifteen. No actually sixteen when I think about it. And even worse, letting men use my asspussy, filling me with their meat.......and their cum. Men who I didn't know. Men who I hadn't even seen. In the darkness just making myself available, dropping to my knees to serve them. Bending over and offering my manpussy to them. Sitting on their erect cocks. And the feeling inside of me as they pum… Pročitajte više

As I exited the back room of the adult theatre, leaving the pitch blackness and returning to the theatre area, my mind reeled. Had I really just done what I did? Had I realy dropped to my knees in the darkness and sucked a man's cock and let him cum in my mouth? Had I really sucked another man's cock, a black man at that, and allowed him to fuck my ass and cum in me? Had I really allowed others to watch me do this with the flashlight shown on me? But god, it felt so good. And god, I wanted more, much more. I went to the bathroom and began cleaning myself up. I stepped into a toilet booth and b… Pročitajte više

The young man stood up and I followed him from the seats in the adult theater as we headed to the back room that he had mentioned. I could see that he was a taller man, around 6'1 or so and lean of build. Sandy short hair, maybe even light brown. I really couldnt tell too much in the darkness of the theater. He too had on shorts and for the first time I felt the coolness of the theatre on my shaven legs. My boyclit was hard. Excited really. Very excited at the prospect of what might lay ahead. I followed him down a couple of steps to a room where beyond were two doors. From one I could hear an… Pročitajte više

I woke up the next morning with a soft smile on my face and my little asspussy feeling a bit tender. Was it a dream? Did it really happen? Did a man, a man who I did not know and had not even seen, fuck my ass and cum in my ass? The tenderness of my ass and the marks told me so. How wonderful. How delicious. It had not satisfied me, only released a hunger within me for more. More cock. More cum. Sucking and tasting a man. Licking a man. Maybe kissing a man. Maybe a long soft warm tender kiss. I arose from bed and showered, cleaning myself and shaving my genital area. As I stared at myself in t… Pročitajte više

I am such a slut........2 After having devoured the first man and finally swallowing his cum, I stood up from the glory hole and exited the booth. I saw two men standing in the hall, smiling at me as I made my way to the men's room by the entrance. I went inside and cleaned myself up a little, pulled down my pants and my red panties and took a paper towel and cleaned my rosebud very good. In my mind I knew what I wanted and needed. After sniffing a little fairy dust, I headed out of the bathroom and made my way back to where the video booths were and returning the smile to the men standing th… Pročitajte više

I am such a slut...... I am such a slut. I so want to be and act like a woman. A sexy girly girl. Last evening I put on a pair of red lace panties. Got a little bit ***** and high and went to the adult book store near by. It is a very seedy place near a truckstop. Many times men have invited me to go back to their trucks with them and I have gone and sucked them and even fucked and been fucked. But that is a story for another night. Tonight I wanted to suck cock in the booths. To suck a cock through the glory holes. I went in the booth with the biggest holes between the booths. Actually the… Pročitajte više